Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Delusional Mind

Oh Delusional mind of mine

your ecstacy unknown

you keep my heart on the edge of the line

and leave it t be torn

dont you see the blood

oozing, here a 100 pieces cry ?

this soul is another thing you're

loosing - wont stay even if you try

because its bruised and cursing

your delusions, whims, fantasies and flights

you are left with this body for your nursing

wont help you reach any heights

leave alone your arrogance, leave your ego behind

Oh my delusional mind.

wierd isint it ?

Yesterday I held your hand for hours
toked of the world, love and the stars.
today we hold hands for a hand shake
and the hello we say is soo fake.
weird isn't it ?

yesterday when you drove past my place
you stopped by for chocochip rather just to watch my face.
today you prefer taking the other way
and i never liked chocochip anyways.
weird isn't it ?

yesterday you escorted me from my door
and i eagerly waited to hear your footsteps on my floor.
Today someone else holds your arm
and i still have doorbells ringing but of no charm.
weird isn't it ?

yesterday i went with you to films i never wanted to see
and you took me out every time and left the decision on me.
today we hang out with different companies
and at familiar places we drink to a flashback of memories.
weird isn't it ?

yesterday we exchanged messages throughout the day
and said goodnight in our own special way.
today it doesn't matter if we speak
because our conversations are awkward and ego's at there peak.
weird isn't it ?

yesterday you were the one
today you're someone.
weird isn't it ?

yesterday you were my present
now you are history.
today you are the face i most resent
but still i think of you - some mystery
weird isn't it ?

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Surreal Dream

Subside my surreal dream

its not rosses, its a disturbed stream

Its storm and hurricane

Oozing blood from my vein

Pumping heart

Dont try too hard

Stop working ders no start

Gushing flow

Dont be so slow

Feel free

There is no bound territory

Leave my body - take my soul

Ive made your way

Dont delay

Surreal dream- Out of control

Nothing left to oil your pride

My surreal dream- please subside

Monday, February 2, 2009

untitled

silver streak on a blood red patch,

Are you the pain of my merciless catch.

I felt my heart cry inside,

And the tear moving to my eyes.

There they were in an attemp to hide.

Moisture suspended gravity called,

Through the corner of my eye it rolled.

Touched my cheek reached my chin,

Fell on the red patch - a glorious win.

Silver light it threw in glory.

Silver streak on a blood red patch

marked the end of a lifeless story.